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My name is Yaz.
I am young, single, eligible.
I'm a fencer, a student, visionary.
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
Went to watch, The Dark Knight last night with my Aisha as my birthday outing. Awesome movie. Not fantastic but still awesome.

Before that had dinner at some restaurant then headed to Sun Plaza. Bought tickets and had to wait over an hour for the movie to begin. Went to the interchange to chit chat about life, crap and stuff and then went to watch the movie.

The movie started at 9.15pm. We thought it would end by 11.15 max. It ended at 11.45. Aisha's got school today and she was complaining how early she had to wake up. LOL, like I don't have school. What's more she stay so near to Sun Plaza.

Anyways I realized that opportunities only knock on the door once and I have to ask her out soon. Not Aisha, we're just good friends. This girl I've been fancying for awhile now. I've been wanting to ask her out for awhile now but with hectic projects and school, I thought of holding it back. It seems more of an excuse than issues I have to contend with and maybe it is. Maybe when the time is right.

I do hope I get to see her soon again. Haven't seen her in 3 weeks?

Had training today. Was lazying around. Lost to Chen Hsi in Epee. But managed to beat Mikail. I am so not used to FIE blades. China blades are my favorites now. Work to do. Crap

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yaz [ 10:01 PM ] | 0 comments

Sunday, March 16, 2008
What a long time since the last update... Anyways...

Went to fence last Friday. Took MC to go liao... pon CCA meeting and work. Well, to tell you the truth it was worth it.

Lost the first few bouts. Can't blame me, I just woke up. Felt super blur and groggy but still can fence. Fenced a girl from national team. Magdelene I think. Well, I expected someone from the national team to be taller. I lost to her, twice. But by 1 pathetic point. I could have won if I were more patient or if it was a 15 point bout. I am always awfully bad at 5 point bouts. I get so damn kanchong, get over confident and such.

Anyways one of the bouts, she got me 2-4. And yes I then caught up 2 points, I can't believe it. Then I went into this state of I don't know. I like blocked out everything around me, could only hear my breathing. 1 more point to either of us won lah. All I could think of was the bout. The final touche. Got kanchong and lunged but she got me. I think she sniped me first.

Oh well. I haven't had coaching for 2 months. Still good right? I must be godly after polishing. Good experience fencing a national team athlete. Met Maria the coach. Heard of her before. I think I seemed damn arrogant that day. Haha just woke up la. I was still damn fucking sleepy. I lost the few bouts in the beginning, pwned everyone in the end. Sucks lah, why must it end so early. A night like that should never end. Eventually I was the only one left suited with this other guy. He wanted to fence me but I got too bored fencing him. I could slaughter him to pieces lah. Then he left and I was left along with Magdelene and Maria training her.

Still 2 bouts with her doesn't seem enough. I was already called greedy for taking her for 2 bouts by Juliana. Well, no one wants to fence. Haha, I've got enough stamina to fence 10 bouts in a row :p.

Anyways I think I'm overly infatuated with someone all of a sudden. Don't know why lah. She's cute but she's out of my league lah. Hardly see her anyways. But she's stuck in my mind. I think I'm just getting desperate haha. I doubt any of you all knows her.

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yaz [ 11:13 PM ] | 0 comments

Thursday, September 20, 2007
It's been a long long time since I last updated. Life have been much better.

Anyways I realized the exam results were out and it was so long overdue. I completely forgot about it. I was so afraid of failing that I actually braced myself for failing already making plans and stuff for retaining. Then the page came out slowly because of the damn Wireless@sg I'm using which is uber slow. LOL, I passed. Actually to think that I prepared most of my modules last minute including 2 of the I studied the late night and morning before I had a B for them. The one I worked a little harder on reading my textbook entirely for the module I had a D.

Oh wells,a D and a C is way better than an F. Actually I expected to fail the other 2 modules I had a B in since I left an hour early for one of them and the other I got stuck at a 15 marks oh make that 2 15 marks questions and gave up.

Ok, pass is good. I went to my Npmail and realized I missed my appointment to self select my timetable. Some how I still managed to choose and like last semester I was left with 2 choices . Both were about the same except that one had a long Monday and another had a long Tuesday. I thought Tuesdays were more bearable so I chose it. Back to my original class, TR01. Miss them so dearly. Anyways, have to make plans to shift my Friday afternoon classes to another day and time so I can actually go to the mosque.

Have been going back to training just once when I was actually okay. I fell sick last weekend had a fever at night and the next day I was puking my guts out. Feel fine now, except worrying about the future. At least I can sleep over my grades. Anyways I was so happy about my grades yesterday I hardly slept. My GPA dropped by less than 0.05 even though I went in to some exams hardly prepared. It was a big, happy shock for me. I mean I studied really hard for the exams last semester.

Life's still shit to me. I had a really interesting dream the other night. It was kinda of pleasant. I dream I went to this epee competition alone and I met the organizer who is also participating and who is also such a beauty. Funny though, she kinda resembles my old French class mate. Anyways she kept hanging around me with her bunch of friends. We did talk a bit since I was the first one there. Plus I didn't know anyone else around. Was kinda looking for Chermin, but I have no idea what he looks like and didn't have his number. Then I realized I didn't have a body cord so I asked her to take care of my stuff and I ran back to school from Clementi Sports Hall. Strangely, my school was next to Clementi Sports Hall. And then I woke up.

Anyways, the main point is not really the story. It's her, she's my dream girl. A sportswomen, jovial, elegant, graceful, poised, elegant, sweet, not too demure and not forgetting... she's hot. She really does look like my old French classmate. Maybe it's her. Character wise also about the same. Besides the fact of course she's, not a fencer.

I just spilled the beans on my ideals of an ideal female. Maybe one of these days one of you guys can intro me to someone with those ideals.

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yaz [ 2:27 AM ] | 0 comments

Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Been thinking, about someone, a lot lately. About the messages she leaves ever wanting me to reply her messages. She sounded so happy to talk to me. Too bad I was away. Haiz...

Me and her? No chance actually. Someone who is gorgeous, sweet, and attractive. With me ? no way. Really, I never thought she's so beautiful until lately. I've been trying to forget her but it has been so difficult.

She's kinda not my type though. Athletic, Yes, but too quiet. And looking at me and her, we come from 2 different worlds. Well, it's lust. It's just so hard to stop thinking about her. Saw her today, her sweet smile, I almost melted like a candle in the hot sun.

For some reason, I just know we are not meant for each other. Like her alot but my head is saying no.

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