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My name is Yaz.
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Monday, March 24, 2008
Crap... I have been fencing way too much. Working way too much also. Feeling damn tired these days, fell asleep on the way home for so many times and plus my worst worry, my fencing has been awful lately. Lost so many bouts on Friday, doing all the dumbest things. Not being the cunning and sneaky one. Crap.Today's my off day. Taking lots of offs this week as I feel so damn awfully tired. I hope I can do better in training this week. Anyways, I heard even Maria Sharapova have been doing badly because she's tired. She commented just saying that ' She's human'.

My results was okay. Actually it's the same for the past 3 semesters. GPA hardly moved. LOL. Did unexpectedly bad for these 2 modules. I think I know why.School is opening soon. Shit. Why must it be so soon!. CCA fiesta, FIC! ARGH!!! Crap. Lots of work to do lah. I just hope I'm stuck in the armoury and being vice-captain. Nothing else please :D. And the new timetable sucks. Like I end at 5 almost every single day! What! And I have all these workshops things. I just hope it won't be boring.

Thought of skipping school training this week. Useless is what I call school training. I mean, I want coaching!!! If only Dennis can come down earlier, then Mikail and I have him all to ourselves. haha. School training is mostly PT and free fencing. Usually other weapons. Like what the hell? I WANT COACHING!!!

Anyways wanted to do full shift yesterday but I was like so damn tired. Shu said I came in looking like a corpse yesterday. So decided against it. Worked until 4. Didn't even thought of free fencing yesterday. All I wanted to do is sleep.Anyways, slept alot today. I slept the whole day I think. Going to sleep again.

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Monday, October 22, 2007
Right... I've seen better days. Jobless, broke and feeling crappy and lonely. Job hunting these days, seems that every job I find my mom will ask me to quit and force me into FnB. Crap. Anyways, been feeling like crap even though I go fencing once a week.

Maybe it's because my blade is not working and I am away from it. Anyways something happened to me that has never happened to me. I was at OCK buying something and this 2 girls were talking about me. Yes, I have this skill of listening to very soft conversations. Anyways, in the end when I bought one of the said... go lah go lah go and serve your cute guy. I was abit stunned that I just smiled back LMAO.

Been having weird dreams like Killing monsters and stuff. I think I'm not fencing enough or just that I need a freaking social life. Anyways a cute girl came to Blade yesterday. She's not really pretty actually, I just think I'm desperate. She had a great body though. Too bad it's not Yu Ling.

Anyways it's weird seeing Juliana and Henry pissed off at each other and other people. Actually it's pretty creepy. Oh wells.

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yaz [ 5:45 AM ] | 0 comments

Monday, April 23, 2007
School started. I started working 2 weeks ago. Guess what? I quit after 2 weeks. Why? Boss is a shithead, treats staff like slaves, thinks I'm a nitwit. I think he's just greedy and thinks that people are robots.

Now, I'm practically homeless and broke. My parents took all my IT show pay and expect me to find more money on my own. All they gave me from my 344 dollars pay check was 40 dollars. Diao. My 4 days of hard selling, giving up food, water and leisure and all I get is 10 dollars per day. Pathetic.

Hope my pay comes out fast. Stupid cafe only wants to pay me end of the month. This is the only job I never enjoyed and feel happy to leave. So sick and tired of working. Work work work in the end I get less than a tenth of my pay and all the rest go to my parents. After that? I have to starve my self in school and walk an extra bus stop to school.

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Thursday, March 29, 2007
Feeling overly crapped. Why? Stupid step dad gambled away all our money and I'm forced to sell my lappy for 480. So sad. Got it at 1.2k. For some reason, the asshole doesn't want to see me happy or do well in studies. Well, I do hope his stupid daughter fails PSLE and I get a scholarship far far away from this damn home of mine.

Finally they allow me to work. Why? Expected to pay rent now. WTF, my own home and I have to pay rent? One week 50 dollars equals to about 200 a month. Crap. I hate my own home. MY solitude is school and work. Not home.

There's a saying in islam that home is my heaven. For me, it living hell. I hope I can get out of it soon. At least now, I can come home as late as possible. Yes, I can finally fence on Wednesdays and Sundays. I just have to make up a super buzy work schedule.

I hate holidays. I wish I can go overseas myself or with my buddies for holidays. At least school is beginning. Can get out of this forsaken home of mine. I want to go to Russia to work. I love Russia...

Went to a Russian shop yesterday. Supercool. I want a watch from there. Or more like a watch from a communist era. Costed 90 bucks but looks super cool, well maintained and authentic. Wait long long until my pay come which is in about a weeks time.

Sick of parents. Everyday complain about money. They gambled and spent freely on the money and now I'm left with nothing. No handphone and laptop. WTF. Starting to get pissed. Really need to go fencing today to get everything out my chest.

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