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My name is Yaz.
I am young, single, eligible.
I'm a fencer, a student, visionary.
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
Feeling overly crapped. Why? Stupid step dad gambled away all our money and I'm forced to sell my lappy for 480. So sad. Got it at 1.2k. For some reason, the asshole doesn't want to see me happy or do well in studies. Well, I do hope his stupid daughter fails PSLE and I get a scholarship far far away from this damn home of mine.

Finally they allow me to work. Why? Expected to pay rent now. WTF, my own home and I have to pay rent? One week 50 dollars equals to about 200 a month. Crap. I hate my own home. MY solitude is school and work. Not home.

There's a saying in islam that home is my heaven. For me, it living hell. I hope I can get out of it soon. At least now, I can come home as late as possible. Yes, I can finally fence on Wednesdays and Sundays. I just have to make up a super buzy work schedule.

I hate holidays. I wish I can go overseas myself or with my buddies for holidays. At least school is beginning. Can get out of this forsaken home of mine. I want to go to Russia to work. I love Russia...

Went to a Russian shop yesterday. Supercool. I want a watch from there. Or more like a watch from a communist era. Costed 90 bucks but looks super cool, well maintained and authentic. Wait long long until my pay come which is in about a weeks time.

Sick of parents. Everyday complain about money. They gambled and spent freely on the money and now I'm left with nothing. No handphone and laptop. WTF. Starting to get pissed. Really need to go fencing today to get everything out my chest.

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